Dear My Closest Friend

August 17, 2011
01:33AM

Hi there!

I know you're still awake, I see you keep posting tweets. I just felt like writing to you, you know. But I don't really have something to tell you. Maybe I just want to talk to someone. You see, I signed up for our college's newsletter team and I want to brag it to everybody. I didn't make it through yet, but I am pretty sure I will.

You know for certain that this is one of my dreams, right? That is why the first thing I did as I got home today was tell you the news. But you still won't reply. Tonight, I sent you another message asking if you could possibly quit ignoring me. I'm not anticipating for a response, of course I'm not! And I can't help but to feel sad about it again. I miss you. Honestly, I don't quite get it why you keep ignoring me. The last thing I remember was we were working on with your magazine and then nothing. Was it wrong helping you out when you need me? Most of the times I just wish you need me everytime so you won't have to keep distant. But I know that when you need me no more, I'm going to be nobody to you again. It always hurts me realizing that, but I just console my self by saying that at the very least, it was you! At least I had time for you, and you for me. Sad, but if that's the way it should always be, I should just always console my self by thinking positive.

Do you know that if you're going to give a damn about me even just once, it would really mean a lot to me? But since you're not doing that, I just had another realization; I don't mean anything to you, so why would you bother spending a little of your attention? I just miss you. After all, we used to be friends. Old friends talk to one another from time to time, don't they? I always envy those people who still talk to their friends after several years. Sometimes I just think to my self, was I never really a good friend? You told me that before, and now I find it hard to delete it from my memory. That is why I'm trying my best to be good enough. But now it seems too late. You're gone.

Dear Photskie, I know you are a busy person. So if you happen to still be reading this up to here, thank you very much. At least you gave me a little of your time and attention; the things I've been asking from you for months. I miss you. Take care. Don't forget.

it's me,
Tuesday

ABE Cheer Teams

January 26, 2011
03:59PM

ABE Cainta (Jaguars)

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ABE Taft

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ABE Malolos

Karen Po is Back!

January 11, 2011
08:02PM

McDonald's is currently re-airing the "Karen" TVC in celebration to it's "30 Years of Magic".

Karen's Lolo fails to recognize her due to old age and calls her Gina while snacking in McDonald's. But he says Karen is his favorite apo as he slices a McDonald's hamburger into half which he says he's going to give to his favorite apo. This made Karen smile!

The Karen character was acted by a cousin, Karen de los Reyes (Glomy Rose de los Reyes in real life). After her rise to fame as a result of the popularity brought about the McDonald's TVC, she took a long rest. She resurfaced as a participant in Survivor Philippines Celebrity Edition which was won by Japanese-Brazilian model Akihiro Sato.

McDonald's launched its first store in Morayta St. in front of the Far Eastern University compound in 1981 in what used to be a food court. It was an instant hit.

I didn't really like the sequel to this TVC where it's already Gina's story. But it's not really that bad.

Ultimate Crush # 10 — Nikko Natividad

January 11, 2011
05:12PM

Nikko's the one in black.

Here's Nikko, my Ultimate Crush # 10 that I always talk about. This video was taken at Paombong, Bulacan during our cheerleading practice yesterday. Please don't laugh! He's not really a dancer, you know! The reason why he's in the cheer team is that Below Zero president, JR, asked Papa Nikko to be counted in. Man, I'm so glad he gave in! LOL.

These Stories Don't Mean Anything When You've Got No One To Tell Them To

January 3, 2011
09:05PM

Instructions: Play the video before reading the stories to set the mood. Read the stories slowly and try to picture what's happening while you read.




HER STORY:

My phone rings in the middle of the night. It is so pitch black that it is nowhere in sight. Suddenly, its back-light blinks and I pick it up after its 3rd or 4th ring.

"Hello?" I ask, yet I get no reply. But then, the silence is broken by long, quiet sobs.

"Hello?" I ask again and again.

"I lost her..." his voice cracks as he starts to speak up.

He tells me they have broken up before, "But it's really over this time."

I catch my self crying, maybe because I know he's hurt. But I just listen as he keep wording out his emotions.

"She is my soulmate, the love of my life!" he continues, this time he practically is bawling.

I am motionless, in my mind I say, "I should be your girl." But I can't tell him that. I know he's not gonna give it a try, we're bestfriends, for heaven's sake! So I just keep it in my self.

I stare out in the darkness, my mind racing. His sobs are all I hear from the other line. I start thinking to my self, "I've wanted you since God-knows-when. You're being unfair, don't you know? There you go, crying over her when it's me who loves you to death. Why can't you see me the way you see her? I can do better. Better than she ever did."

"You what?" his voice breaks into my reverie, and then there's a pause.

Fuck! I was thinking out loud. My God, I know I am so dead.

"Did you say what I think you just said to me?" he asks.

And then I just click, hang up and murmur, "It's 'us' that's meant to be."


HIS STORY:

It's almost 2:00AM and yet I'm still wide awake. I sit here on my bed, reminiscing about the girl who used to be mine. Three words replay in my head, "Baby, it's over!" is what she said.

My eyes are red and puffy and tired and soaking wet because all I can do is cry. I can't believe how a great love was only such a lie. I cry and cry, more and more. It would've been 2 years and 5 months on December 15. Why the hell did she leave me? Why did she go? Our love was strong, but she didn't want it to grow.

With tears keep falling, I call my bestfriend and tell her what happened. She's who I always confide in.

She suddenly says something which really catches me by surprise.

"You what?" I ask and start to figure out. "Did you say what I think you just said to me?" I ask, but there's no response. Click! She hangs up without a goodbye.

Man, how could I not see it? How could I be so blind? When she said she loves me, was it just my imagination?

I see a picture of us next to my window and I take it and set it right beside my pillow. I wonder how long she's been feeling that way, because I was only keeping this same thing I feel for her. I was thinking she's never gonna give it a try, we're bestfriends, for heaven's sake. But now, as I close my eyes, in my mind I know that tomorrow when I wake up, a new love awaits me. And this time, it's me and my bestfriend.