2 Years, 9 Months and Counting!

April 05, 2011
03:12AM

Today, Ralph Jhonel and I turns 2 years and 9 months. But it seems like I'm the only one to celebrate it again. I was actually supposed to throw a little party with mga men but Ralph Jhonel texted earlier to announce he isn't coming home until Friday. It was really depressing! I planned about this monthsary and I even invited few of our friends to come over and then I had to just tell everyone that the celebration is cancelled. I can actually still throw a party if I want to, but not having Ralph Jhonel with us is hardly the same. I mean, it's our monthsary, hello?! We are supposed to celebrate it together, aren't we?

Anyway, I understand. I really, truly do. He can't waste his seemingly precious time to go here and celebrate with us because he is looking for a job. I want him to find one soon, that's why I didn't argue and just understood. I pray that he finds a job even if it means he's going to have yet a friggin' lot more reasons not to show up whenever we have to celebrate something. I know that when the time comes that he finally goes to work, it is going to be impossible for him to spend time with me and all our friends. Let us all groan!

We miss Ralph Jhonel. More than anything, I miss him. I had this little plan to talk to him and look him in the eyes and hold his hands and tell him how much I love him. But it's not gonna happen now, or at least not any time soon. But I promise, the next time I'm going to see Ralph Jhonel again, I'm not going to miss the chance to tell him I love him.